The forest has a particular silence about it this time of year and like these trees I wander through year round, I notice I do as well; I have a sense that we share a lot this time of year, the trees and I. Just as their sap flows out of the once lovely green leaves and back home to the center, I feel myself pulling away from activity that is no longer appealing, and toward that core within which sustains me.
I did a week long studio clean-up, moving rearranging, and deep cleaning my area. It is calming to have the space where I spend most of my time organized, clean, and tidy - like someone cares. I want to spread more of that around to the other neglected rooms and spaces in my house, to get to know the spaces again. The transformation begins.
I'm finding joy in the simple things and feeling reflective.
I've made decisions to cut back drastically teaching next year; 2010 has me comitted for only 4 venues, leaving more time for family, gardening, and personal artmaking eplorations. I'll be posting my 2010 teaching schedule in the next few weeks. Maybe we'll even get baby chicks next spring...it's been a long time since we raised our own, too busy in the outside world.
I never tire of exploring my own backyard.
Learning new dance steps with my shadow.
More time to experience the joy and curiosity of creating.
And best of all, to celebrate a new grandchild into the family! Yes - Marissa is pregnant and they are both thrilled, we all are, and she is due in March, just about the time of ArtFest. It worked out so perfectly that this year I wasn't chosen to teach as you see, I would have had to withdraw anyways. I believe things work out perfectly, even when i don't understand the reason at the time I can trust that all is just as it should be.
Congratulations on the impending new grandbaby :-) But... I selfishly wish you were coming to Artfest!
Posted by: Mandy | September 09, 2009 at 10:38 AM
Congratulations. Things move and change so quickly and, as you point out, we have no idea what is actually happening. Thanks for the reminder that pulling back and settling in are good things.
Posted by: Laura | September 09, 2009 at 10:59 AM
I don't teach a lot, and it's all right down the street, but I'm thinking of cutting back or quitting it all together. I put a lot into my teaching, and it has its rewards, but I'm feeling that I need a lot more creative time for myself. We shall see where this goes.... Nice to know that others are feeling this way, too.
Posted by: Judy Merrill-Smith | September 09, 2009 at 01:40 PM
I was hoping to see your name on the list of instructors for Artfest and was disappointed not to see it. This will be my first year to attend, and I really wanted to take a class from you. It is validating to see the reason unfold as to why something did or did not happen. What a wonderful reason! Congratulations!
I hope to take a class from you sometime in the near future!
Posted by: Sarah | September 09, 2009 at 02:51 PM
congratulations to your family! how is it that I always seem to be pregnant around the same time as one of your daughters?! :) I'm due in early March.
looking forward to seeing the work your create in 2010.
xo
Posted by: bridgette | September 09, 2009 at 03:25 PM
Thank you for sharing this process with us. Breathing in and breathing out. Every season has its perfect rhythm. And for the 4 retreats you have chosen - well, you will have renewed energy for them and your students will be blessed with new insights.
Posted by: judy wise | September 09, 2009 at 03:26 PM
Your beautiful quiet forest just sets the mood....and then there you are learning new dance steps. And cleaning your space. I just finished doing that and I just want to go in there and stand and wish I could be in there all the time. Congratulations on another grand. And I look forward to seeing more ART from you. It is such a treat. xo
Posted by: Sharon @ norah'S | September 09, 2009 at 05:20 PM
Katie, Your daughter is more beautiful than any model or movie star. She is just gorgeous.
Posted by: Tara Finlay | September 09, 2009 at 05:20 PM
Lovely pictures and wonderful news. I know how happy this will make you xoxo
Posted by: Marie | September 09, 2009 at 07:43 PM
Aww, congratulations! What a beautiful baby it will be too, with those two as parents.
I feel a connection with the Earth this time of year too. My post today was similar to your first photo.
Good that you are slowing down. Most of us have far too much on our agendas. Not enought time to live and laugh.
Posted by: katiejane | September 10, 2009 at 03:44 PM
Hi Katie: ohhhhhh, those two are just BEAUTIFUL !!! I can only imagine just how exquisite their little off-springggg will be : ) lots of happpy for you Katie and lots and lots for them toooo : ) don't you just love it when we discover the mystery to the great "why" things happen or don't ?? the answer(s) always come when we just sit quietly, trust and LISTEN to our Creator, He only wants what is best for us !!!! I am sooo happpy for you Katie, you will most certainly be there for this grand-baby in March !!! no committtments to feeel bad about, no stress to have to make a choice, nope, none of that, ha : ) thank you for sharing your delightful art and life with us : )
Blessings, Sandra in AZ
Posted by: SandraG. | September 12, 2009 at 09:17 PM
Congratulations Katie- what a sweet blessing. Your daughter is beautiful, love the photograph!
Posted by: lorraine lewis | September 14, 2009 at 02:50 PM
Congratulations......so happy for you and your family. as always when you post there's some answers...when we have a goal and it seems difficult to achieve there's an inner reason. God(if you are a believer) never makes mistake. i m doing for my part those fertility treatments for a long time now don't know God reasons and would like of course an happy result but as you say, we don't know why things happen but there s a reason. xo thanks for sharing
Posted by: alexandra castro ferreira | September 15, 2009 at 12:20 PM
Congrats Katie - your kids are so beautiful. I also did a major cleanout so cleansing - 2 huge skip bins later!
Posted by: judy wilkenfeld | September 26, 2009 at 12:37 AM
Congrats to Marissa, I love being a grandparent. :)
Posted by: Tess | September 30, 2009 at 01:57 PM